But Out

February 8th, 2010
Raynae Flower GirlBeing a parent is tough.  There are so many worries, stresses, and annoyances.  I'm always wondering and hoping that I am doing a good job.  Basically, I'm just praying that I don't totally screw the kid up completely like my parents did with me.  Ha ha.  Hmm Hmm...anyway.  I am a firm believer in the idea that the positives need to outweigh… Read More

Do Me a Favor

February 3rd, 2010
77893991The Bible says that Noah was a righteous man.  That he was blameless among men, and he walked with God.  That's pretty much what I learned about him growing up.  And its true, cause its written there in Genesis 6.  So its easy to read the story and just take it at face value, thinking "God used Noah to save the world because he was perfect".  But it doesn't say he was perfect. … Read More

Its all in the Past

January 29th, 2010
1827744dspxBeing a Christ follower is not easy, but then, it was never supposed to be.  So many times Jesus tells us of the troubles that will follow us when we turn our lives over to him.  But I think, the hardest part for me, and I'm being totally transparent here, is the daily struggle of a life of change.  Changing to become more like Jesus.  Its so hard.  And I'm not talking about… Read More

The Loneliest Number – Part 2

January 19th, 2010
83315562"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength."  Phillipians 4:13  That is the verse I quoted to my wife in the middle of yet another argument about my struggles with porn.  There I was smack dab in the middle of an all out war for my soul, Charlene crying and telling me I need to get help and go to a group for guys like me struggling with addictions to porn and sex and… Read More

Do you hear what I hear?

January 14th, 2010
So today I had one of the most interesting, scary, and wonderful conversations I have ever had with my 8 year old daughter.  A girl in her class recently lost her father.  Actually, he died just last week.  Today when I picked Raynae up from school she told me that she finally found out what happened to her friends dad.  Apparently, he has been sick for quite some time and has been in and out of the hospital, until he killed himself.  When Raynae told me that I was immediately saddened.  Now, I have heard God speak to me before.   To my everlasting shame, I have not always listened or obeyed.  I have had many conversations with Raynae… Read More

The Loneliest Number – Part 1

December 28th, 2009
87457713There was once a great and noble King whose land was terrorized by a crafty dragon. Like a massive bird of prey the scaly beast delighted in ravaging villages with his fiery breath. Hapless victims ran from their burning homes only to be snatched into the dragon's jaws or talons. Those devoured instantly were deemed more fortunate than those carried back to the creature's lair to be… Read More

Can They See Him?

December 23rd, 2009
CYSHWe just finished a series entitled "Can You See Him?".  It brings something to mind for me;  Can I?  I claim that I do.  I say it all the time.  I talk about Jesus when ever I step up to the microphone.  I talk about how he has changed my life and made me a different person.  Every single time I lead worship I open up just a little bit more and let people in to my messed up existence.  I rip… Read More

The Tale of a Dave

November 3rd, 2009
A Poem dedicated to all of My friends at The CrossCurrent.90100695 -

There once was a man named Dave. Who laughed and worked and played.

And then one day this man named Dave, just suddenly threw it away.

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How?!!? – part 2 The Secret Revealed

September 21st, 2009
rscl0033Well...are you ready to learn the secret? Are you ready to learn how you can overcome? Are you ready to learn how you can let it all go? Okay, here it is.  The secret to how you can overcome is...you can't!! Okay, so I know you were expecting a big formula, or some super awesome great pearl of wisdom that you would write down when you read it this wicked angelic musical chord would… Read More

How?!!? – part 1

September 15th, 2009
nsk96911Its no secret by now, well at least it shouldn't be, that I have done some pretty bad stuff in my life.  For years I dealt with addiction to pornography.  I'm not exactly silent about it.  And I don't plan on being silent about it.  My past has made who I am today.  Don't get me wrong, I'm not proud of what I've done,  but I do know that I wouldn't be where I am today if I wasn't… Read More
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